To my darling Adam, I've not been here for a while - its been a tough journey over these 11 years since you went away just after your 19th birthday. But now, if you were still here, we'd be planning for your 30th birthday coming up on 9th May 2018 (if you were going to invite us ha ha - being the party animal you were I doubt the rest of us would be able to keep up these days). I'll write again on your birthday but in the meantime, know that you are always, always in my heart and on my mind. I love you and miss you so very much. Mum xxx