Dear Adam, today is the 11th anniversary of losing you. The UK is probably as hot today as that beach in Zante was 11 years ago - we're in the middle of a heatwave. Missing you so much, today is no different to any other in that respect, it is just more poignant. I try to not remember the shock of that day and just live my life to honour you as best I can as you should be here and I should not. Love you so much my darling boy. Mum xxxxx