Here we are in 2013 which if written in a particular way and viewed in a mirror spells EROS,the god of love, you'd probably like that as you were a bit of a romantic! Christmas was a very low key affair, Marcus went to Dad's and Ian and I had Christmas Day lunch in Whitstable. Friends left you some beautiful flowers, I wonder if you know who visits you. You always get your very own Christmas tree from Jane and Becky! But this year was very different on Christmas Day as we only had one or two texts mentioning you, maybe people think five years'worth is enough and we're fine now. Obviously that is not the case...In fact New Year's Eve was much harder this year than Christmas, which is tough enough. Just completed my CRB application to cover volunteering for TCF, hopefully I'll be able to help out in the new drop-in centre at Deptford. The photos show the lovely furniture and oak bookcase at TCF from your fundraising event last year at Sidcup, together with the flowers for Jessica's Heart which is the name of the wonderful renovation of the building by her parents Jannet and Stephen, and sister Anna,in memory of Jessica Mathers. Marcus is working hard on essays as it's the last few months of his degree, keep an eye on your brother for me as I think he's overdoing it, working way too hard, but he is so determined to do well. Love you forever, Mum xxxxx