Went with Ian, Sandra, Denise and Megan to the Portrait and was really touched to see so many of your friends were gathered to remember you. I do find it hard, get nervous walking in, but you have such amazing friends who really welcome us and make us feel better with a big hug and a kiss. Today would have been Princess Diana's 50th birthday. Three 19 year olds from Dulwich were killed in a bus crash in Thailand, their friend had to fly back home by himself yesterday - can't stop thinking about their poor families and friends starting that nightmare journey which began for us four years ago today xxx